bipolarjustin

My little monster. CHORES AND INTRODUTION Some one help me i can hardly breath its comeing after me some one please, help me dont look behind you or it will come oh my god is this happaning? weres my fucking gun? im trying to run but i keep on falling i start crying out all of my pain i cant belive this is fucking happing again Chores/ i awake up screaming with cuts on my body oh my god im bleeding my sheets are bloody as i get up, running to the door bangging as hard as i can i fall to  the floor god this was not the plan... Chores/slowly

I AWAKE WITH ONE SIMPLE SCREAM I RUSH TO THE DOOR AND FALL DOWN CRYING AND CRYING COME OUT THAT DREAM ONE LAST SCREAM TO SCREAM I SCREAM ALOUD I TRY TO OPEN THE DOOR BUT IT WONT SEEM TO UNLOCK IT PUSHES ME ASROSS THE FLOOR AS IT USES A BLOCK TO BLOCK THE DOOR I SCREAM AND TRY TO GET OUT I SEE THAT YOU GUYS HAVE LEFT ME HERE EVERYTHING IN THIS ROOM IS SCREAMING AS I TRY TO COVER MY EARS YOU GUYS DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE WHEN I BURST IN TO TEARS ??chores?? ALL THE PICTURES ON MY WALL IS CLIMBING DOWN AS I TRY TO PUT A SMILE ON A FROWN YOU DIDN'T EVEN COME, TO THE ROOM THAT SCARED ME PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME ////////////////////////

every night i dream of a road, walking down it with a hevy load, wishing and swearing to the moon, to it i will be normal soon. i walk and walk but i dont go anywear i look and see around this sweet brezzes goes through my hair then i fall suddenly to the ground. i get back up my hands scraped and my knees torn i look behind me and its this read guy with two big horns the creature laughs and laughs as i try to stand bleeding out from my left hand, i swing and swing then it goes black everythings gone and i started to scream, i what back!!!! i wake up,sweating i go out to the hall, walking dazely with all the colors i am  sh

You load it hand on the triger life just got to hevy I see from all the drugs and the liquer you dont even know what you doing you never really shot something but theres more things to life than just lifeing theres the magic in the soul, that just not giveing? Chores Shooting Shooting six feet under, his life is away Shooting Shooting six feet under, life thown away your body lands on the floor blood and brains and so much more it takes you 15 seconds to die but it takes 30 minutes for perametics to arrive 1 hour and 15 minutes have gone by but remember it took you 15 minutes to die Shooting Shootting six feet under,

If you feel like you need to run away call me and i will run away with you If you feel like you cant take it anymore Call me and i will calm you down When you fell alone, I will hold you When your feelings really show i will be there to calm you when you feel put down i will be around to cheer you, Just believe i'll be around Chours// when you crash your land ill be there when you dont care ill be waitting here when you get pushed around ill be here for you anywhere when you cry a tear ill catch it when you scream in my ears, ill be quite when you lose yourself, ill go out and find you bring you back, then hug you if you f

when your courage gets lost when your lifes a reck when your paing for your cost when your lifes a mess i will find a new you, a stronger you a you that speaks meaningful words a you that has the action to do a better you, that is in a "sure" when you cry your last tear when you fall when i shake when you have the emotion of fear when you feel like a fake i wil hld you, kiss your hand make everything better, make a 'you' land when your out there dong your best i will give you a standing hand i will find your key to your treasure chest hand it to you, to open it inside holds a great and magical quest for you and, only the b

There was this boy and girl. The Best of friends. They always told eachother there secretes, they held eachothers hands.The Boy was the Girl's hero and the Girl was his. They called eachother every night to say goodbye. And every morning to see if they made it with out them. They did everything to see eachother. And did everything to laugh to gether. They were eachothers dates to proms, and to dances. They hung out with eachother on weekends, and they held eachother close when the other one was cold.They always looked into eachothers eyes when they spoke eachother. They told eachother stories, and jokes, when they were bored. They always ha

All I want in my life is you All I wish is for your happiness Without you, I don’t know what to do You take away all of my loneliness All I want is for your happiness All I want is to see you smile You take away all of my loneliness and help me overcome my trials All I want is to see you smile, to look into those beautiful eyes You help me overcome my trials It’s so hard for me to say ‘goodbye’ I love looking into those beautiful eyes I get lost in the depth of the moment When I’m forced to say ‘goodbye’, I mourn for where the time went I got lost in the depth of the moment Past and future t

Mommy's yelling at me again. I don't know what I did but she says it's always my fault. Her face looks like a work of art. But it looks like mean art because it's all shades of green and blue. Sometimes it's purple. She's shaking me again. Her hands are mean hands and they hurt my arms. My arms look like her face but only where she grabs me. My head hurts and my ears ring. Why won't she stop yelling at me? I feel so useless sometimes. She calls me a mistake. Something in the way. I remember last night she didn't put anything on the table for me. I miss the days when her and daddy and me would all sit down and smile and laugh over a big meal

I cut myself when I am sad Too sad to face the day. Giving me a false belief That all sadness bleeds away. I cut myself to block the thoughts That are going through my mind. Hoping they will disappear And tranquility I will find. I cut myself because self hatred Is a feeling that I bear. Through my eyes, I am worthless So I punish the flesh that's there. I cut myself when I am angry Illogically, I'm always the blame. Assured that self inflicted harm Will relieve me of my shame. I cut myself to see my blood Escaping from my skin. Leaving me feeling calm Validating I'm alive within. I cut myself to forget about The struggl

She hurt herself again today That fallen angel took the blade She drove it deep into her fresh pale skin I watched as the blood seeps from her skin I cant seem to reach and clear up the mess she made She hurt herself again today Took that rusted blade once more Cut into that same wound Made it new and bled on the kitchen floor The angel cleared up that mess and hoped never to make it again Two weeks had past But today she hurt herself again Took the razor to her wrist She prayed for forgiveness But she had gone to deep Her wound will never heal She wont ever cry from the pain I hope that angel is now happy At peace with her